「生きろ」という言葉は、もともと20歳頃につけていた日記の中で自分を励ますために書いていた言葉でした。
作家活動を始めてからも時々「生きろ」と書いては壁に貼ったりしていましたが、まさかそれが自分の表現手段
になるとは思いもしませんでした。しかしある頃から、「生きろ」という言葉に自分が支えられているのだと思うようになりました。そして、1997年ニューヨークで活動していた私は、アートプロジェクトとして「生きろ」と
毎日書き始めます。理由は、混沌とした時代の中で「生きろ」という言葉を書き続ける人がいてほしいという強い思いでした。その後、私は世界の様々な場所で「生きろ」と書き続け、「生きろ」という言葉を通し様々な環境
で生きる人達と出会いました。彼らとの出会いがなければ、今日まで私は「生きろ」を書き続けることはなかったと思います。
鈴木貴博
Dear Vincent Van Gogh
How are you
doing Vincent?
I'm fine here.
Sorry that I didn't write a letter to you for so long.
I've been still writing "IKIRO".
Do you remember?
"IKIRO" is Japanese which can be translated into "Be Alive
"in English.
I used this word "IKIRO" in the letter to you in 1986 for the
first time.
At that time I always struggled to live my life and sometimes
I was disappointed
with society.
Maybe I was too young.
The word "IKIRO" was the best word to encourage such a young
guy.
It's really an energetic word, isn't it.
Since then I've experienced
a lot of things with "IKIRO".
From 1994 to 1996, I lived in New York to study English and Art.
Do you know New York? Maybe you don't.
Anyway I went to New York.
It was really nice. Why? Because I got enough distance from my place so
that I could see myself very well.
The experiences I had there are quite important still now.
"What's the possibility of Art?"
"What can I do through my life?"
Watching through others I slowly found my own style, writing "IKIRO".
Since the 5th of may
in 1997 my birthday <Thank you for sending me nothing!>
I've been writing "IKIRO" everyday.
Writing "IKIRO" everyday.
Can you imagine? Of course the beginning was really hard.
You say it is just boring and really a pain the neck!!
Yes, it is actually. But I tried. Why...?
Why not?
Sometimes for a show, sometimes for friends, sometimes for myself, I wrote
"IKIRO".
The more I wrote "IKIRO", the less I asked "Why?"
You know what? Whenever
I write "IKIRO", I have to face myself with nothing.
Which means I newly know I'm alive here.
So I got used to writing "IKIRO" little by little.
And now. You can say it has become a kind of daily routine or meditation.
It's really interesting. You know why?
Because I feel "IKIRO" is not only Art but also a part of my
daily life.
Recently I have been
to many places in the world with "IKIRO".
There were so many things that I didn't know in the world.
During the trip, I wrote "IKIRO". It was like a communication.
Half of my bag was always filled with paper for "IKIRO".
Sometimes in front of many people, sometimes in front of a mountain, surrounded
by natures,inside,
outside, big city, small village --- I wrote "IKIRO".
Each time from each place I felt something new even though sometimes it
might not have made sense as Art.
But it didn't matter if it could be Art or not, because in this time the
point of my interest moved from "Art" to "Creation".
I went to places which don't even have Art.
They produced food, clothing, shelter by themselves in simple ways.
I imagined the roots of creation when I saw that.
Vincent. Compared
to your time, everything has become systematic and complicated.
I think we have come far from the basic idea of creation.
And one more thing.
It seems like we human beings never stop creation.
Don't you think so?
So I won't become negative.
Because the only thing we can do is creation.
"IKIRO" "IKIRO" "IKIRO". This is my spirit
still now.
I feel like nothing has changed since the first "IKIRO" in 1986.
"IKIRO" is always "IKIRO".
What I want to say is I did write "IKIRO"
even if the exact meaning of "IKIRO" was not understood.
Even though nobody know if it was Art or not.
Because... I just wanted.
That's all.
I don't have any reason
to write "IKIRO".
"IKIRO" is no more and no less than "IKIRO".
And I think... maybe I like "IKIRO".
See you soon. Chao!